crimsonwindfox386

When I listen to my heart I end up at the same answer every time. I can't help that I feel the way I do when I find myself thinking of you. The answer I'm given from my heart says be brave and forge the path, while my mind says don't hold you back and let you go be free to find your own way. These are the answers I'm given when I find myself thinking of you. And while these are the answers, I feel my soul longing for the lost part of it to return and make whole. You were the best part of me and I feel hollow with out you now. This is the answer I give. Maybe someday we will be together and you'll make me whole but for now I'll have to set

Under a painted sky I sit contemplating if I'm the same person I was yesterday and I look back and don't know. The fear of uncertainty sets in and I realize I don't have to be the same person I was, I only ever have to be who I am and follow what my heart and soul tell me. And because of that I only have to be me for today.

Love is a war we fight everyday, it makes people strong it makes them weak. Love causes people to change when they wouldn't otherwise. So tell me why love hurts so much, when it feels like your heart is trying to rip itself out. Tell me how can something perceived as so wonderful be so horrid. Love is a war and it puts you against yourself. Internal chaos and strife. Your body an unseen war raging within the boundless realms of your mind. Scars no one can see or understand. Love is a war and we are all it's victim

I have a dream with no one to share it with.In the end it amounts to a fistfull of sand

To love you enough to let you go so you can be happy even if it's with out me is how much I love you and shall be a final act of love that  I can offer that can't be seen. It kills me to know I'll never be able to hold you or know it was me that put a smile on your face but I'll survive knowing your happy and it's all I can ask for is to know your happy so if you've read this goodbye my love and with all of my being I hope you find the happiness you were looking for......

To have had you be with me made me strong To have had let you go made me stupid To have to live without you is like a punishment....

You tell me you moved on I'm happy for you and I'll smile for you but deep down I can't move on I'm still in love with you I remember telling you "I'd always be there for you" As it turns out I was being honest. I'm still here but you've left and still I wait and all I can do is hope for the day you return. Never before have I known this feeling of loneliness and  hopelessness, you are my greatest source of happiness and despair. You are still my world You are still my existence But you are not mine and it hurts, hurts to the point were I almost can't live with it. I feel myself tremble and crumble at the thought and sight of you. I